Wow.  8 months.....................I know i've said it a bergillion times, but i truuuly do love her.  I mean there's just no way of explain it.  The only people that can really understand are me and her.  It seems like just yesterday, we had our first kiss on halloween........or I was holding her in my arms for the first time at the football game.  But then again, it seems like i was never with anyone else BUT her.  It's so crazy.  It's like, all my other memories are gone.....except for the ones that i've had with her.  And they're all still picture perfect in my mind.  I honestly can't picture myself with any girl but her.  Me and her, are perfect for each other.  There's no other way to explain it.  We are so much alike, but yet still so much different.  And we have a connection that is just unbelievable.  I seriously think, that 5 or 6 years from now........we could be walking down the aisle together.  And saying our "I do's" to each other.  She is the girl that I want to share my life with.......call me crazy, call me insane, call me stupid, i really don't care what you call me.  Because i know, deep down in my heart......that she is the one.  She is the only girl that i will ever love.  We have EVERYTHING that a good couple needs.  It's not just lust with us.....we both are DEFANITELY have a extremly good physical connection.  And we're both without a doubt attracted to each other and everything is AMAZING physically, but it's more that just that.  We also have such a strong mental and emotional connection that all of it added together equals such a love that can last forever.  And I pray that it does........Because without her, i would't be able to go on.  I couldn't face life, without knowing she's there for me.  Just hearing her voice on the phone, or even talking to her on the computer just help me get threw everyday living.  But knowing that i couldn't just hear her voice, or just have her there for me.......I don't think i could live.  I know that i'm only 16 years old, and most would say i'm just a silly kid that really doesn't know what true love is.  But if this isn't true love........I don't know what could be, because i don't think it could get any better than this.  Thank you baby, for always being there for me, and for loving me.  I know we've had some hard times, and we'll have more.............but we'll always make it through.  I'm always here for you, and i'm so thankful that I have you in my life.  I'm the luckiest man alive to have you.......................Happy 8 months baby girl

Hey babe...

I made you a new banner... just because I could... Hope you like it..! If you want a can make a new one thats not black...  I forgot your site had a white background.

&&& I changed your font color, so ppl can actually see it!!

Love always,

Your baby girl <333

Currently Playing Hate Me Now, Pt.1 By Nas see related

I guess today is "Everyone be FUCKING pissed at James Day for STUPID SHIT" Day.

Well you know what, fuck all of you......because you don't even fucking know. 

Brandon Brickley you are going to FUCKING DIE.

And if you're not scared................you better fucking pray to God for you're life.

out,

Dub

Currently Playing My Way By Usher Bedtime see related

Well the weekend was aryte.  I had a good time, it was nice to hang out w/ friends and stuff.  It wasnt the greatest weekend for me and shannon tho, i didn't get to see her much and when i did i was reaal tired and i guess i was grouchy.  We didn't even get to cuddle really.....it kinda sucked.  And we ended up being mad at each other kind of.......I really miss her now though, and i regret being mad and annoying.  A whole 'nother week til the weekend.............damn.

*I wish i could help her..................................................................Do i help at all?  I'm going out of my mind thinking about it..........I just wish i could help somehow......How can I make her believe me?

I get so lonely
Thinking about you
You are the only
Girl I dream of or think of at all
I'm so into you
Outta my mind for you
Say you can't go a day without me
Girl I love and I need you,  I need you................
Do you get lonely
Thinking about me...............?

-Usher

Currently Playing Just Push Play By Aerosmith Don't wanna miss a thing see related

Wow.  I am REAAAAAAAALLLLY tired right now lol.  But i'm still going to attempt to make an entry just for all of your sakes! haha.  Well this weekend has defanitely been eventful and very tiring....but still fun!  The only bad, and probably the worst part about it is.........I hardly have gotten to see Shannon at all!!!  And i prolly wont get to see her tomorrow (well today technically) either!!!   I miss her SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much!!!!!!!!!  Friday night was really hard because we were so close, in the same house matter of fact and still really couldnt see each other!!  I want soooooooooooooo much just to hold her right now.  More than anything........I defanitely can't wait until the summer.  But until then i'll just have to deal with the circumstances lol.  But wow.........it's hard to even comprehend how much i can actually miss a single person, and how much that one person means to me.  I really reaaaaaaallllly do miss her..............pray that she'll be aloud to do something later on today.  Please.  Well i'll leave you with these lyrics...........have a good night.

James

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing Watch you smile while you are sleeping While you're far away and dreaming I could spend my life in this sweet surrender I could stay lost in this moment forever Well, every moment spent with you Is a moment I treasure I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, baby And I don't wanna miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream would never do I'd still miss you, baby And I don't wanna miss a thing Lying close to you Feeling your heart beating And I'm wondering what you're dreaming Wondering if it's me you're seeing Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together And I just wanna stay with you In this moment forever, forever and ever I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, baby And I don't wanna miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream would never do I'd still miss you, baby And I don't wanna miss a thing -Aerosmith